Tenang.. Tenang.. Tenang

Ya Allah.. ampunkan aku... di akhir2 ramadhan ini.. ujian Kau terasa berat... Jika ini semua kerana dosaku yg lampau... ampunkan lah.. Ya Allah...

brooke: The highest mark is 78 and that is georgina..
me: how did u go?
brooke: i got 75... the lowest mark is 42.. and that person shouldn't get like that...

maka saya pun bukakan langkah ke tutor's room... ya Allah... 60?.. 50?... jgn la Kau uji aku dengan sesuatu yg aku tak mampu...

me: how did i go?
kim (the tutor): yeah u pass.. let me show u...

i saw the mark.. ya Allah... sabar.. tenang... mintak ampun kat Dia bnyk2... Ask him to help u.. u are nothing without His mercy... o Allah.. please... I need my strength for the other 3... I need U... desprately...

jalan jalan cari makan

fuh

abih dua.. ada lagi 2.. satu assignment... nak tido!!!

penipu paling tak reti

ada kes nih kan.. dia tanak puasa.. pastu dia nak minum air... pastu.. dia pun amik la mug besar warna kuning dan disembunyikan di dlm baju masuk dlm bilik air .. lalu mengunci pintu bilik air... dan minum dengan nikmatnya sekali... berejam laa dlm toilet tu... ada la dlm 5 6 cawan diminum... bekalan utk satu hari....

gelakkan dia...!!!!

something to think about

perempuan mmg prone untuk dpt sakit lebih banyak dari lelaki... dari segi jenis sakit... (contohnya barah...) perempuan lebih senang untk dpt pelbagai jenis penyakit... dan juga dari segi ketahanan badan... (ramai perempuan muda yg sakit kalau nak compare dengan lelaki muda yg sakit...)...

sakit ini.. pada tahap awal mungkin selalu di ambil ringan oleh dr. dan pesakit... contohnya.. kalau perempuan muda seawal 17 tahun selalu dpt sakit2 perut.. (terutama ketika uzur)... ramai yg ambil ringan... doktor juga selalu menyatakan perkara ini biasa...

namun perkara ini baru difikirkan dengan serius selepas berumah tangga... apabila pasangan mengalami kesukaran utk mengandung.. atau melahirkan anak... anak adalah penyambung zuriat... pengikat kasih suami isteri... mmg sudah menjadi lumrah pasangan yg baru lepas kawin... pasti inginkan cahaya mata...

adakah kesedaran selepas kahwin ini dikatakan terlambat... wallahualam... tapi prevention is better than cure... pemakanan adalah punca utama.. jadi jaga la pemakanan... fast tips... kurang kan soft drinks... asam masin.. apa2 acidic stuff... makanan2 ini mengecutkan organ2 dlm badan dan organ2 ni sentiasa berada dlm keadaan stress..

minum air banyak2... setakat yg cik nur tgk... kalau sakit... air adalah pelincir terbaik... kalau kita tak jumpe ubat... sakit2 ringan spt... selesema.. demam.. batuk... air adalah ubat terbaik rasanya...

bertindak dengan cepat... sekarang banyak dah teknologi utk mengesan kedatangan ketumbuhan2 yg tidak diigini... maybe sometimes u have to push the doktor... mmmm itu je kot.. and... .... jagalah pemakanan... tidur... dan rehat secukupnya... *wink*

finally semua ini adalah daripada Allah... jika kita salah seorang drpd org yg diuji dengan menda nih... itu ketentuan Allah.. mungkin itu terbaik.. utk kita.. jadi... minta lah yg terbaik utk kita... wallahualam


... ini semua adalah nasihat untuk diri sendiri....

i'm stuck in this principal component analysis stuff since last one hour and a half... feeling like smashing this computer.. cool sabar2... rasa nak nangis pun ada gak... do u ever think of giving up... nope.. dont ever think of that... shut up!!!! ok... stay calm... its ramadhan right..

what telah terhappen

" i have one major assignment.. due on the day of the exam... brooke and me suppose to work together.. she doesnt know how to do the digital image processing part, so... i told her to search for the articles and start thinking of the scientific paper output that we are going to produce... unfortunately, its not that easy to search for a remote sensing application in uranium mining either... it turns out that.... some of her article is unreliable.. crap and ... she's given up yesterday...

me on the other hand... i just finished the pre-processing part... still working on the image enhancement... (stuck on pca)... have another supervised and unsupervised classification part to do... lastly the error assessment... fuh... heeps of work...

since her abroginal cousin and her children (3 under 5 children) came over from sidney... (coz she tried to kill herself or something... )... brooke's house is in complete mess... i told her to get a rest for a day... and come back again on sunday... and work on the project slowly... (she also a bit upset with her sedimentology mark and thursday's prac exam)....

since she doesnt know whatelse to do... and i think.. she doesnt even have an idea how is the scientific report going to look like (coz she keeps repeating about literature review bla bla bla eventhough ive told her it doesnt work that way... but... poor brooke... )... so... what i have to do now is....
1. get the image processing part done...
2. go to the library and browse one by one the conference article (maybe i can ask brooke to do this... but since she doesnt know hows the image processing sequences worked, its a bit hard for her... but... anyway we just have a go rite...)
3. read all the relevant journal and start writing...
4. produce the draft...

then... after all of these finished... ill give it to stuart and brooke... ill explain it to brooke.. what have i done... and insyaAllah by this time she will understand... this draft should be done on monday... why... because... i have sedimentology exam on the next 10 nov... then math exam on 12 nov...

hello kimah.. what telah terhappen to you.... if u wanna know... i dont understand half of the maths lecture.... so... it is compulsory for you... i mean wajib for you to get the draft done by monday...

look at different angle

some people... after reading this mess... they'll say... poor u kimah... kesian nya awak....

whoever reads this... dont ever say kesian to me... coz u can do nothing about this matter... if u dont know what to say after reading this... just shut up..

instead of saying kesian... why dont u say... "kimah sabar... ini semua ujian Allah... insyaAllah ko mesti boleh punye... nothing is impossible in this world kan... in the will of Allah... mesti boleh punye... He always there for you...."

or... how about... " ko sure boleh nye kimah... eleh cakap je banyak... nanti tgk... go go girl"

these are some of the dialog i got from my beloved adorable housemate huda (nih kire cam my stress reliver ... i dont know how she could stand me for almost three years already!!)... and sometimes from suya ( i dont call her everyday... so when i told about all these work... selalunya di tahap plg max dah... sampai nangis2 gitu... and she always cry with me... oohhh i feel like crying!!!!!)...

thank you huda ... for always being there for me... i dont know how could u do this for almost three years....fuh... i typed a lot... shut up... thank you Allah... and please... help me... there is nobody i can rely on to ... i can only hope in You... please... Allah ... please...

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