assalamualaikum warahmatullah

kisah semalam

i was very tired yesterday... class starts at 9... then i miss the 11 o clock lecture.. coz i thought it was on 12 o clock.. misunderstood the timetable.. the timetable is pretty straight forward but... it was like this.. i have to meet wan at 12... and after that i have to go to the tax office at 12... and suddenly i was sort of thinking that my igneous metamorphic petrology class starts at 12.. while it started at 11 and finish at 12... duh... so.. i was really depressed yesterday... went and see sue... borrow her book... this book is really good.. and it is really expensive.. more than 200 bucks.. fuh... more than half of my monthly allowance... so... i have to sacrifice a bit... buat muke tak malu nak pinjam the book... in 2 days... we finished 2 chapters... waahahahhaha....

then i went to tax office... alhamdulillah the guy is very nice.... then went back home.. rushing.. to the advance remote sensing class... maybe just 20 of us... and... believe me... stuart can caught u directly if u are sleeping.. i tried myself so hard not falling asleep in the class.. alhamdulillah berjaya.... then... the tutorial.... i was starving... but i have to sit in front of the computer doing the mapping bla2... i turned to brooke... and asked" do you ever feel like quiting uni.. and just stay at home?"... she said... " i know how does it feel like..."... by 8.10... still the tutorial hasnt finished yet... but ... i forced my brain to work... and brooke and andrew left me...

by 8.40.. ok thats it... im so tired.. and i couldnt take this anymore... aku pun balik berlari ke rumah coz.. outside is so cold...terus masak balik umah... makan.. and starts with the igneous stuff again... by 12.. ok thats it... go and sleep dear... pastu mimpi merepek plak... duh...

kalau ikutkan hati.....

berenti belajar.. balik malaysia.. kawin... (does it sounds so desperate???)
nak je aku pecahkan komputer nih ( tapi nanti tak dek komputer lagi susah nak buat keje..)
jadi cikgu tadika lah...(nanti tgk budak2 tak pepasal bebudak plak yg kene cekik)

dialog2 kalau ikutkan hati... hati.. hati... hati nih la menda plg besar dlm diri kita.. tapi kita tatau hati nih kat mana... is it the jantung??? or hati yg dekat perut tu.. yg after the pencernaan the stuff go to hati.. (btol ke nih... dah lupe la bio)... tapi yg aku tau la... hati nih la menda yg plg penting kite kene jaga... 1 makanan dia... hanya dgn mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenang... maka... perut kenyang bila makan.. hati tenang bila ingat kat Allah... perut sound bila lapar.. hati sound gak kalau tak tenang.. tapi kengkadang kita tak sedar.... perut meragam bila kita letak menda yg tak pape... hati gak reti meragam bila kita tak balik kpd fitrah kita... tapi still depends kite sedar ke tak.... so... kesimpulannye hati lagi susah nak jaga dari perut.. kita kene jaga perut utk menjaga hati... kita kene jaga amal utk jaga hati... bila buat dosa .. maka akan tumbuhlah satu titik hitam pada hati... lama2 hati boleh berkarat... bila dah berkarat.. nak bentang sejadah pun mcm tak sempat.. ayat Allah dah tak terasa hebat... dah tak takut kene sebat... dunia akhirat dah tak ingat... nanti lama2 kalau biar melarat... takut nanti tak sempat .. last2 tamat lah riwayat... tak takut ke kene siksa kat akhirat... tapi nak buat ape pun dah tak sempat... sume dah terlambat...

maka kesimpulannya.. jaga lah hati... hati seniri laa... tapi... hati nih pun susah gak bila dah kene jaga hati org lain.. ye la kite hidup kat duniya bukan sorang2... hati housemate kene jaga.. hati sahabat kene jaga... hati mak ayah kene jaga... sume hati org kita kena jaga.. sbb dgn menjaga hati .. kita jaga hubungan.. sbb bnyk masalah dtg dgn penyakit hati.. hasad dengki.. dendam... marah... bnyk lagi lah... so... menjaga hati jugak adalah salah satu cara utk jaga ukhwah... betapa susahnya nak jaga hati... bersangka baik... pun salah satu method menjaga hati... susah sgt nak dpt sangka baik nih... kengkadang menda jadi kat depan mata... pun kita kene sangka baik jugak... and sangka buruk kat kita...

tu la sedikit mengenai menjaga hati... hati2 di jalan raya.. di rumah.. dan juga di tempat kerja... di skolah.. di uni... di mana shj... hanya dgn mengingati Allah hati akan merasa tenang... so... apa2 problem.. ngan awek ke.. ngan balak ke.. ngan mak ayah ke.. ngan housemate ke... balik kpd mengingati Allah.. sbb Allah je yg tau apa yg jadi.. may He decree the best for us.. ameen...

jodoh

hehehhe sebenarnye aku dah mals dah nak cakap pasal menda nih... sbb masa zaman semangat berkobar2 nak kawin dah lama berlalu.. and aku suke gak la dia dah berlalu.. eheheh... hari tu ada sorang sahabat tanya...

sahabat tu: cam mana nih kimah.... aku sayang sgt kat dia... tapi.... bla bla bla.. (aku dah tak ingat apa dia merepek... biasa la mals nak dengar memenda cam ni sebenarnye... hehehe sorry brother)...
aku: kau dah buat istikharah dah?
sahabat tu: blom....
aku: lar...tak kesah laa.. tapi nih aku punye nasihat kat kau la...

memule buat istikharah dulu... sbb only Allah knows... even kengkadang ko ada 5 calon... sume mempunyai sifat2 yg ko nak... sume bila ko try cari alasan utk reject... tak dek... none... perfect la kengkononnye.. hehehhe (dari mata kau laa.. ulang dari mata kau la).... tapi... out of 5 sorang je... jodoh kau.. ntah2 4 tu is jodoh kau.. ntah2 sorang pun bukan jodoh kau.... ko bukannye tau pun.... ape ko leh buat... tanya lah Allah... (cakap mmg senang!!!!).... tapi bak kata suria... kita kalau nak memilih... jgn pilih pilihan kita... jgn jugak pilih pilihan mak ayah kita.. apetah lagi pilihan kawan kita... pilihlah pilihan Allah... sbb pilihan Allah adlh pilihan yg terbaik...

then... buat la keputusan... tapi lepas ko buat keputusan tu.. still ask Him to show u the best... i mean to give u the best.. and make u redha for everything... then bila ko buat keputusan.. propose laa... then... kalau dah setuju baguslah.. sampai masanya kawin... tapi... kalau boleh... and nasihat aku... jgn la meningkatkan thp perkawanan itu....

normally

normally apa yg jadi kan... normally la.. kengkadang tak jadi gak.... ada lelaki yg cam nih... yg terus propose... kalau tak propose kawin ke... propose ko nak tak jadi awek aku... tapi ada 3 (majot kot) situasi...
1... sama ada lelaki tu totally stranger dgn pompuan tu...
2... sama ada lelaki tu cam kawan sket2...
3.... dah lama kawan dah... kamceng gile nih... ehheheh

tapi selalunye... bile ikatan dah terjalin... selalunye yg tak halal lagi laa....laki... aku rase laa... (dari observation aku ... tapi ade gak pompuan cam nih... tapi selalunye laki)... katakan lah... stage perkawannan itu ada 3... kawan biase.. then kawan baik.. then kapel... selalu nye lelaki.. bila dah declare... derang rasa derang dah ke tangga yg ketiga... apa masalahnya menda nih...

1.. kalau laki yg golongan pertama tadi.. susah sket laa.. ye aaa ko tak leh la nak expect minah tu treat kau cam kapel sbb dia tak knal kau lagi...kirenye golongan kedua dan ketiga kurang mengalami masalah... normallylaa...

nih pandangan je... ia bergantung gak pd org dan situasi... kengkadang org yg cool ... cool la... dah kawin pun cool lagi... org yg excited state nye tinggi sket.. tinggi la... mcm2... kesimpulannye...

aku tak galakkan org kapel pun tak payah la sesuah.. buang duit.. buang masa.. buang karan... buang mnyk menda la... silap2... hati tak terjaga... la takrabul zina... jgn kamu mendekati zina... Allah bukan suruh... jgn berzina... Allah kata.. jgn dekati zina... jgn dekat pun.... bukan saje tertakluk kpd org yg berkapel... no offence yek org yg berkapel... org2 lain jugak terapply... hubungan perempuan dgn lelaki lah... tak kirela laki tu muslim ke bukan muslim ke.. sbb certain org (aku pun pernah jadi org nih).. bile non muslim dia mcm kurang kisah sket... eg.. shaking hands... org tu bertepuk tampar ngan kita... tapi bile ngan lelaki muslim bukan main lagi menjaga nye... tak istiqamah la cam tu.. alasan... sbb lelaki bukan muslim taktau... hello.... kita la kene bagitau... cam mane dia nak tau kalau kita tak bagi tau... duh... tu laa.... same je... kalau ngan lelaki muslim kita jaga.. ngan lelaki bukan muslim lagi la kene jaga.. kan?

and nih sume balik kpd soal hati tadi... hati yg didirectkan dgn wahyu.. insyaAllah dpt bezakan antara yg hak dan batil... antara intan dan permata.. antara igneous and sedimentary rx... hehehhe... bagilah hati makan makanan halal yg secukupnya.. sbb bila dia lapar.. dia start searching for food.. and im afraid that.. the food that u feed him is the wrong food.. sbb hati nih... dia nye warning.. sgt2 halus... tak leh dengar ngan telinga... tak leh lihat ngan mata... hanya leh rase dgn hati jugak... so.. jaga lah hati... may Allah decree the best for us.. and may we redha in everything.. ameen...

p/s: apa2 yg dipost diatas diharap tidak menyentuh mana2 pihak.. just a tots that come in the library at the moment..

mengemis kasih

Tuhan dulu pernah aku menagih simpati
kepada manusia yg alpa jua buta
lalu terheretlah aku di lorong gelisah
luka hati yg berdarah kini jadi kian parah

semalam sudah sampai ke penghujungnya
kisah seribu duka kuharap sudah berlalu
tak ingin lagi ku ulangi kembali
kelak dosa yg menghiris hati

Tuhan dosaku menggunung tinggi
tapi rahmatMu melangit luas
harga selautan syukurku
hanyalah setitis nikmatMu di bumi

Tuhan walau taubat sering ku mungkir
namun pengampunanMu tak pernah bertepi

bila selangkah kurapat padaMu
seribu langkah Kau rapat padaku

salam..

alhamdulillah ... hari nih aku dpt balik kekuatan nak buat kerja2 nih.. sebulan aku tunggu.. tapi kalau kita tunggu tak cari mmg lah takkan dpt... thanks suria for the cd... and the lagu jalan dakwah... it really touches my heart... ok now get set and go... masa dah suntuk.. esok start kelas... schedule pack la jugak this semester.. aku amik 5 courses... plus jadi PASS tutor.. so... got a lot of stuff to cover.. balik malaysia?? emmmm last friday i called mr aziz.. and talked to azri .. he said my name is on the lucky 40... talk to mr aziz.. he said.. the offer is only come once.. once u reject it .. thats it.. ull never can claim it again... emmmmm if that is the case... maybe ill go back again this year..

considering about not doing hons... mr aziz.. tak pepasal suruh aku pas abih terus keje... chris fielding (uq petroleum geologist expert).. went and and a job.. very good paid in the states.. his position hasnt been replaced yet... its hard to find one like him... plus brisbane doesnt have as much oil as adelaide and western australia... we have a lot of other resources.. lead .. iron.. gold.. bla bla bla.. so.. kalau buat hons... 1 kene extent visa.. 2... if they still cant find a replacement for chris... maybe i have to go to south australia... and do my hons there... conclusion.. susah.. ya Allah permudahkan lah aku utk menghadapi segalanya... tentukanlah hanya yg terbaik utkku... redhakanlah aku dgn apa saja ketentuanMu.. ameen...

Seaworld

kelmarin gi seaworld.. 4 org.. me.. huda.. najwa and dol.. this is the pic at the entrance... tak jelas.. saje tanak jelaskan.. nak tgk gambar yg jelas datang la rumah.. heheheh...


Seaworld and Lone Pine trip
a few pictures from seaworld and lone pine.. tak leh bebanyak.. takut kene plagiat... and again... tak jelas sgt.. nak tgk the best .. dtg la rumah... cheers!!

assalamualaikum... salam hari isnin yg ceria...

hari isnin hari nih dimulakan dgn hari yg ceria.. bangun awal... buat aktiviti cam dulu balik... kurangkan tidur.. tak elok tidur bebanyak nih...

pagi hari
pagi nih dikejutkan dgn k syima's call... ajak gi lone pine koala sanctuary... and using the cruise from north quay(brisbane city)... at first i thought tanak pegi.. coz.. i really miss my choc mud cake... but... shes really insist...
me: ok fine...(dgn nada yg tinggi sikit)
k syima: amboi.. marah plak dia.. hehehhe
me: tak dek laa.. ok la..
so... tak jadi la nak tido balik... bukak komputer... hehehhe i chat with an old friend of mine... lame gak tak chat ngan dia... we talk about quite a few stuff today... im pretty happy abt it... thanks mate...

lone pine

then we were off to lone pine... im having breakfast that k syima brought in the car... :)... cruising... listening to a few history of the brisbane area.. especially the houses on the river side... the suburb along the river from brisbane city to lone pine...
we had so much fun today... me? im really enjoying myself... i took 2 rolls of pic... most of them not from k syima or her father in law(dia dtg sini dari malaysia).. most of the pic are the kangaroo pics.. koala.. birds.. basically most of the animals in the sanctuary... hehehhe.. their pic ada la berapa keping je... kimah... i just cant stop myself from snapping the pics.. hehehhe ..

the kangaroos and koala are pretty sporting today.. i saw a kangaroo with a joey in its pocket... a koala with their joey ... and believe me... a pair of mating kangaroo... and guess what.. they dont bother what all the people around... some of the tourist come very close to them.. but.. ya Allah.. they dont even bother... they just continue on doing their business... see... they animals... they dont have anything to hide on.. if we human being.. who has been given akal... to think and make the right decision do the same thing... we just humiliating ourselves...we are far far more... worst than the kangaroo... haii... la manusia... the koala boys also... hehhe today they make a really horible moaning sound... it is some form of attraction.. but the presenter said in the talk.. this is not the mating season.. but the sound they made is a form of attraction ... hehhe female of course...

then after zuhur we went to mt cootha... at the summit of mt cootha we could see the brisbane city... probably the highest lookout of brisbane city.... then we off to botanical garden... i was feeling like taking all the pics but... i only have last 4 film available... so... keep it for later darling.. insyaAllah ill come back again to mt cootha and botanical garden... :)

lunch + dinner

we had our dinlunch at khan's kitchen... tgh2 makan.. suddenly huda.. and her guy (hehhehe maybe i shouldnt say it like this..) walk pass over us.. ... hehhe... i dont really know what happen... but... k syima .. a amir.. and uncle( a amir's dad merangkap k syima's father in law) had a sort of talking about those teenage couples (aku rase la sbb derang mcm gelak2)... pastu... aku yg nak tunjuk macho nih... tanye laa kat derang
me: ehhh ape nih?? gelak2 tak bagitau kimah yek?? cepat2 bagitau...
a amir: ha kimah pun kalau ada yg berkenan kat sape2 ke.. bagitau lah kitorang... a amir bla bla bla (aku tak ignat ape die merepek)...
me: tak dek la.. saya single mingle.. kan k syima...
a amir said something.. bla bla bla.. ape menda tah dia merepek.. but.. suddenly i heard a word of another language.. yg aku rase malu... alamak seeyhh...
dah abaikan...

belah bagi

sampai umah k syima... makan2.. solat... ada 2 main problem arises..
1. k ros nak dtg umah k syima.. and dia nak jumpe aku...
2. k yanti nye accommodation
3. janji ngan huda and the gals...
basically cam nih... aku and the gals dah janji nak gi three monkeys... then nak main bowling.. lame sey dah tak main bowling... but suddenly.. k ros nak jumpe me... tak kesah la abt that... but suddenly.. k yanti... nak dipindahkan di rumah kitorang (k yanti nih.. student utp... buat master in IT) aku...
aku berbelah bagi... firstly.. i have to wait for k ros anyway... secondly... i want to help k yanti... thirdly... im not really into the three monkeys thing.. and i can post phone my bowling stuff next year( coz its very unlikely for me to do it in the semester)... but the thing is... its very hard for me to say no to them.. ive done it heeps of time.. sometimes... its just hard for u to say it again... so... after isya'
ive decided... ok... ill go with them (coz im the driver)... i leave my key to k syima.. so that they can take k yanti from the backpackers and bring her to my house...

that is my original plan... but i know uncle dont really agree with me... he ask me ...
takkan nak tinggal org tu duk rumah sorang2 while korang pegi main bowling.. btol gak tu... tapi... then dia sambung balik... just put yourself in her position... and diri aku yg memberontak nih... berkata.. ok uncle... put yourself in my position... fuh..
malas nak citer tapi overall turn out... after k ros balik... it was 45 minutes later than the original plan... amik k yanti.. then we off to three monkeys...

gelabah

aku... aku.. aku gelabah... ntah sampai lupe nak baca doa masuk kenderaan... kesannye... yup we manage to get there.. but nearly had a crash... kat simpang jalan... lampu hijau... aku tau nak jalan je... tapi aku nak belok kanan... so.. org yg nak terus kene bagi jalan kat dia dulu... tapi.. ntah... my heart is not there... and dlm kepala otak.. org tu dah tunggu... ya Allah... suddenly org kat depan aku yg laju gile ferrari merah beb... diulang ferrari merah nasib baik dia sempat brek ... and elak.. aku pun sempat brek and elak... fuh...

dah kesimpulannye... im downed... ya Allah ampun kan segala dosaku... tomorrow.. aku nak ke seaworld... insyaallah.. kalau tak dek aral.. put a big smile in your face... hati2 bawk kereta... nope... i wont drive anything tomorrow... :) naik train... cukup for hari nih

salam hari jumaat

pufftat

i was making the karipap pusing today.. the inti was great.. everybody loves the inti... that is my speciality when it comes to making karipap... usually huda will be the one who uli the adunan and stuff.. but today .. she's gone to work again.. and guess what... aku la uli ... but unfortunately... it become like a kuih raya... mcm kuih tat... hahah tat inti kentang.. kasik can laa labu

then went to spotlight again... i found a nice.. but expensive yarn... its ok... ill knit it tonight.. start my new project... hehehe... then browse la any kain... to make the jubah... i found this really nice dark... sort of brown but purplish colour... skali harga dia... 32.95.. before 15% off... tak pe la ... tunggu dia offer btol2... kain lain buruk.. kang ... 1 dah la aku jahit seniri.. kalau kain lawa baru la aku nak pakai... 2.. kalau kain buruk kang tak pakai tak gune je... 3... kalau terstuck sgt menjahit nanti leh kasik org lain jahitkan .. sbb sayang kain lawa.. hahahah ada2 je kimah nih....