terasa kehilangan

terasa kehilangan...

It has been more than 2 years since i left Australia. It has been 2 years i've worked in the most successful multinational oil company of Malaysia. It has been 2 years. On my last days in Aussie, I always said.. life is gonna be very different... we will face something more challenging, more adventurous, yet aspiring.

And indeed life is very different compare to 2 years ago. Very different. Muhammad Ar-Rashid mentioned dalam Munthalaq, mukmin yang sebenarnya adalah mereka yang mempunyai kriteria "mengubah".

Lets question ourselves. How much changes that we have brought in people's life?Be it our parents? Siblings? Mates? Anak buah? Working Environment? Brothers and Sisters? Neighbours? Or have all these dunya changed us? Adakah ia telah mengubah neraca kehidupan kita???

Dengan izin Allah, kehidupan ini akan berubah lagi. Jika masih ada lagi kehidupan pada hari esok. Satu perubahan yang sangat susah untuk ditelan. Bagai menggenggam bara api? Entahlah, sebuah perubahan yang sukar untuk diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Tetapi, seorang sahabat sekali lagi berkata... terasa kehilangan... dan sekali lagi berkata... life is gonna be very different...

Wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkan hatiku di jalanMu...

Suntikan baru untuk gerakan Islam di Malaysia

Suntikan Baru untuk Gerakan Pelajar di Malaysia

Beberapa bulan yang lalu, saya terbaca beberapa artikel tentang gerakan pelajar di Malaysia yang semakin malap. Mungkin kesan desakan AUKU etc. Sejauh mana kebenarannya, walluhalam. Tidak menjalankan lagi kajian terhadap usaha2 gerakan pelajar dan sejauh mana mereka telah berjaya cuba untuk mengubah kijang yang pengecut kesan acuan pendidikan berbalik ke fitrah asal. Singa yang berani.

Namun jauh di sudut hati, saya dapat rasakan insyaAllah bakal adanya pembaharuan terhadap gerakan pelajar ini. Munculnya bibit-bibit kefahaman (yang sama namun diperbaharui dengan idea-idea dan muka-muka baru insyaAllah).

Namun jauh di sudut hati juga, saya berharap agar kebangkitan ini tidak menjadi seperti sebuah resolusi. Keadaan di Malaysia adalah sangat teruk sekarang. Semakin ramai wanita diperhambakan, dan ironiknya makin seronok menjadi hamba. Dikaburi dengan alasan hak, dan paling jijik lagi mensyukuri nikmat Allah. Pemerintah thaqut yang seronok diampu. Dikaburi dengan ideologi-ideologi islam yang cantik, namun di sudut implementasi (kita harap Allah membantu mereka). Desakan hidup rakyat makin menekan. Dan fokus hidup yang terarah pada materialistik semata-mata.

Umpama telur tanpa kuningnya

Anak ayam gred A, adalah kesan kuning telur yang benar-benar berkualiti. (Memanglah anak ayam yg baik itu kerja dan ketentuan Allah. Allah berhak untuk menentukan lahirnya ayam tanpa kuningnya, namun, ketentuan Allah itu juga bergerak dengan sunnatullah yang sangat cantik.) Jadi secara sunnatullahnya, ayam yang berkualiti, kesan telur yang berkualiti juga.

Putih telur hanya suplement kepada kuning yang bakal menjadi anak ayam. Yang mewujudkan perlindungan, dan makanan. Namun, apa bila perlindungan dan makanan (dalam erti kata lain nafsu dan serakah, atau material) ini terlampau banyak, dan telur ini tiada kuningnya, dikhuatiri, telur akan meletup. Dan berlakulah kerosakan yang lebih dasyat lagi.

Wahai anak-anak singa, dan helang rajawali, bangunlah dari tidurmu... sesungguhnya... ini keadaan ini hanya gerhana, bukan terbenamnya matahari... kami memerlukan suntikan daei ilallah untuk menseimbangkan kembali ekosistem yang sedang pincang ini!!!!!

wallahualam.

azam tahun baru

venue: kat office westerngeco memeningkan kepala kenapa menda ni tanak run.. hmmm

feeling - tired of my job. bored maybe...
impian - menanam impian utk jd daei sepenuh masa... bermimpi untuk tinggalkan keluar dari company ini...
persoalan - boleh ke? mcm mn? steps to be taken? adakah ini manifestasi jihad dengan seluruh harta dan jiwa?

ya Allah bantulah saya.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

Selawat dan salam buat rasul junjungan..Wahhhh bnyknya menda aka issues (problem sebenarnya)...

"Geologist are mathematically illiterate" <-- prove this one wrong. Tapi setelah lama meninggalkan math, nak buat blk... waaaa

1. Kene belajar calculus and physics balik!!! Hmm buku physics kene curi.. buku calculus dh jual blk dulu so??? Maybe we should wait for sedekahan org.. Lepas ni kene buat excercise addmath setiap petang.. waacaaaa...

2. Endless probs.. hanya Allah saja yang tahu... x tahu nak mulakan bagaimana... ya Allah keluarkanlah aku dari kancah masalah ini.. ameen...

The key point is .. face it. Yup no matter how hard it is, face it. Don't ever run away from it. Yup, we are weak. We are definitely nothing without Him. Ask for His support. Ask for His guidance. and don't ever ever ever give up. Bukankah matlamat kita ingin mengubah dunia?? Mana mungkin org yg nak ubah dunia adalah org yg mudah berputus asa. (Alah cakap senang laaa --> kata hati besar).

So.. walk the talk..

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xian china

Assamualaikum warahmatullah

May everybody in best health and imaan. Thank Allah for the very best opportunity He had given me. Being the youngest participant in the 4D seismic Applied Technology Workshop held in Xian China, was a great opportunity. Learnt a lot both technical, and soft skills.

Chinese has a long history of ketamadunan. Which I don’t feel like quoting any. The great mosque (one of the oldest mosque in China, aged 1300 years) is one of the main attaction in Xian,China. Bukti menunjukkan islam telah menapak di China berkurun yang lalu. Para sahabat telah lama ke datang ke China melalui laluan sutera.

I was surprised when (Xuri – one of the committee member) said that Muslim is the largest community in the whole China. Especially at the west until the city of Xian. Then when communist overruled china, no other religion can come in especially Christianity. That’s why islam stays there. So it wasn’t hard for me to find halal food.

They are fathers and mothers

Being the youngest in the group gives you an advantage to listen to fathers and mothers. Each one of them wants the best for their children. No matter how good you are when you’re talking about complicated technical stuff there always and always be a soft spot in your heart especially when it touch about love and children..

Ada yang home schooled their kids. Part of the reason is because the husband is always away.. and they travelled a lot. But main reason is to monitor their children’s moral behaviour. Another senior manager was great when she talks about her family and children. One of my question to these people… how do you manage yourself and your family. And again the favourite answer that I always get is… communication and understanding.

Being the youngest and single in the group always gives you another advantage… hehe somebody might have mistaken that you have a good potential in this so called oil and gas business..(yeah right) guess what, I was verbally offered a job. Well with only a year experience I was offered either being a geologist or geophysicist at least doubled my current salary… and times it by at least 3 (if you want to convert it to Malaysian ringgit)… hmmm pretty good offer but.. hey haven’t you have a debt to pay to the country???

And the person who actually offered me that job was also considered to be hired by my current company… well, oil n gas is a pretty interesting business kan.

Do we speak the same language???

Part of the main concern in the workshop is how to integrate multidisciplinary teams who consists of geophysicist, geologist, reservoir engineers, economist etc. for example.. Geophysicist… our language is Hz, Amplitude, Frequency, phase etc. While the reservoir engineers are talking about porosity, saturation, pore pressure etc. How can we understand each other???Which reminds me of the book Man are from Mars, Women are from Venus. Again, are we speaking the same language???

It is so crucial for us to understand other people’s language.Which also reflects that it is very crucial to understand Arabic, since it is the language of the Quran. On the other hand, shows how crucial it is to understand our madu’ language so that when we talk about islam… it is not just solat.. puasa and haji… so that when we talk about islam it is not just a hard religion full with obligations religion rather than selamat… dan membawa rahmat ke seluruh alam…

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