assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

its been a long day today.... with full of information.... after more than a year..... i finally had a strength to open up the bible that had been kept somewhere in the wardrobe.... the college provide it in every rooms..... i wonder why are they so besemangat on spreading what they thing right why we muslims.... soo..... lemah gile... utk spread the word of God..... the true religion.... even worse we are not potray it in our daily lives.... why kimah why.... ???????

the train the trainer course is very good...... it gives me difference approach of daawah..... the thing i like most about today course is.... the comparative religon..... let me quote something that i wrote .... and remember from the talk just now.... brother faiyaz... then continue with brother riyad gave the talk......

in Islam... we believe in one God... in Al-Ikhlas its cleary stated that... there is no deity worthy of worship except Allah.... that nothing else posseses the perfect attributes of the Eternal Absolute creator.... tha He does not beget nor was He begotten..... that is nothing comparable to Him...... we have try so hard to understand the word of akeedah.... Rasulullah daawah kat mekah.... 13 years.... hanya semata mata akidah mentauhidkan Allah..... Allah maha esa.... Allah unique.... Allah immagineable.... nothing is comparable to Allah.... Allah maha mengetahui.... bijaksana..... mendengar .... melihat..... Allah maha kuasa.... Allah berkuasa on everything..... so... thats what we believe as a muslim....

then the Christian concept of God... where to start.... i think the trinity concept.... they believe in the father which is the creator... the son... which is the jesus.... and the holy spirit... (i dont know what the hell it is)... so this 3 different entity form as 1 god.... duh.... how come... but this concept of trinity does not explain in the old testament.... they were trying to explain trinity as a logical concept... so they give eg such as egg(shell, yolk, albumen).... shell or yolk or ablumen can alone be refered to as the egg.... they are all different substances that come together to form an entity called egg.... second... 1 god+1 god+ 1 god = 1 god.... this is doesnt make sense... if u give this equations to kindy kid... they surely can point out what is wrong... but provided... this is what the believe... another analogy.... about... 1 angle + 1 angle + 1 angle = triangle... duh... why dont u say it 1 angle.... as oppose to 1 god....

the some problems arises...
1. intercession by a perfect or imperfect being??????
they believe that one of the major roles of jesus is that of being a mediator btwn god and man.... god is perfect and completely holy and pure... whil man is imperfect... stained by sin and impure (this is what they belive that the baby was born with inherited sin).... man is therefor not fit to be accepted into god's glory or presence.... hence the need of jesus thse son of god (who is both devine yet human???) to intercede.... in short.. god is 100% pure cannot accept man who is say 90% pure... the is therefore the need for someone else... ie jesus... to intercede or come in btwn.... but the problem is....

is jesus 100% pure... ?????? if he is not then he has also fallen short of god's 100% glory and is therefore imperfect and not completely pure..... so.... he therefore need intercession for himself.... buttttttt if jjesus if 100% pure... then is he like god... can a person be like totally pure and at the same time not totally pure??? it doesnt make sense.... !!!!!!!!

they also belive about the original sin inherited form Adam and Eve.... is it really reasonable to believe that any sin can be inherited??? is it rightous to believe that the Most Merciful will punish little children in hell for some so-called "inherited sin" which someone eles in the history committed which is believed not to have been forgiven??? then.... how they believe that jesus... is being devine... yet also son.... how can a god... which is no beginning... and end.... and yet has a beginning... then die so has an end.... becoz of our sin.... crapp....ya Allah... berilah aku petunjuk... ke jalan yg benar.... ameen.....

i dont know what to say.... sorry if i confused u.... not me who confuse all this things.... its them who make up their own stories... to suit their own needs.... if u dont understand then u actually understand..... that is what brother riyad told us.... hehehhehe now i know why all these atheist and humanists exist on earth.... coz of all these complication about who to worship who is the god... and everything... so they just throw everything away..... there is no god..... end of story.....

but the atheist is actually have believe in half part of the kalimah syahadah..... record it again.... la ilaha illalah..... there is no God except God (Allah).... so they have except it with there is no God.... but they leave their heart empty.... they manage to throw everything away.... but the didnt fill it with something.....some atheist do feel that their heart is empty..... "sometimes it doesnt feel right when u got no way to turn to.... it feel so depressive"..... so alhamdulillah im being a Muslim.... if not.... i dont know whether im still a muslim or not.... thank you Allah for this great gift u give me... alhamdulillah....

so come the conclusion is.... crap.. crap... crap... doesnt make sense.... and everything about crappy thing.... semoga Allah beri hidayah kpd mereka semua....

Azizah... shes a reverted muslim that i know last year.... alhamdulillah i think she has been practising Islam.... better than i did.... she get through all of this hatric from her brother about Islam... from her grandmother about Islam.... i asked her why did she reverted.... and she says a lot of things.... but she starts thinking what are these freaky people doing .... not eat during ramadhan.... and starts from there.... the struggle to surrender begin...... almost a year... reading... and questionaing muslim about Islam... she was actually join the indonesian silat course...... then i asked her.... what is the turning point of you actually reverted yourself.... Ash hadu alla ilhalillah wa ashadu anna muhammadarasulullah..... thats it .... its the turning point.... end of the story... if im not muslim at this moment.... im dont know whether im diying as a muslim or not.......subhanallah.... kalimah syahadah jugak yg punya kekuatan plg besar... masyaAllah......

Nurul Ain... another australian reverted muslim.... her name was sharleen.... she was reverted in perkim malaysia.... masyaAllah siapa sangka a trip to malaysia..... bagi hidayah kat dia..... shes actually a tourist.... then went to perkim... learn more about Islam... and finally menyerahkan diri pd... Allah.... ya Allah.... siapa pun boleh dpt hidayah Kau..... antara umar al-khatab... dan abu jahal... Kau pilih umar..... Abu Talib kau tak pandang pun..... Bilal the slave jugak yg dpt....belambak penghapal hadith and quran omputih kat uk .... cambridge uni... tapi hidayah tu tak sampai jugak..... kat malaysia.... berapa ramai sgt la org cine masuk Islam... boleh bilang ngna jari tiap2 taun... padahal belambak org muslim kat sane... pasai ape... pasai kita laa tak buat keje.......

jaga la nikmat Islam dan iman yg dah ada nih..... betapa susahnya org2 kristian.... hindu.... and sesape tah lagi.... nak dpt Islam... yg plg sedih.... agama seniri pun tak paham..... aduishhh terima jer..... betapa susah nye derang jgn kata dpt.... malah kenal Islam.. pun susah.... umat Islam yg ada kat bumi aussie nih..... aargghhhh jgn kata kat bumi aussie nih.... kat memane pun same.... malaysia ka... us ka....... sama 2 kali 5 jer mcm depa..... duk pakai baju same2.... dok clubbing sesame.... lifestyle pun lebih kurang same jer... cam burung...... yg sedih duk tonggang arak sesame tu.... cam mane laa derang nak nampak nur Islam...cam mane la derang nak paham Islam.... cam mane la derang nak kenal Islam..... ya Allah..... terima kasih tak terhingga..... semoga kita yg dah Islam sejak lahir nih dpt jaga nikmat nih sampai mati.... ameen..... jazakallah....