something to share... ari tu mase on the way back from sydney to brisbane.. while we are heading to coffs hobour... berenti kat kedai tepi jalan... coz... k syima wants to get some banana... coz.. that place is call big banana... aku bukan the pisang type of girl... at that time laa... hehhehe then... beside the shop ada art and craft shop.... but not practically beside... a bit behind the shop la... aku masuk kat the kedai... and tgk2 barang yg dia ada.... basically nak carik something special to suria.... fuh.... harga boleh tahan... but... i was so peramah... sembang ngan org yg jage kedai tu... shes an old lady... around 60 to 70... talking abt what special in the shops....she likes blue... and i said... im a blue girl.... sbb masa tu mmg pakai tudung biru and t shirt biru... hehhehe then.... dia pun kate la suke tgk tudung aku.... ape lagi... aku pun start laa.... we call this hijab... but in malaysia we call this tudung.... but overhere we can just call it... head cover... hehehhe... cool ha... then... daawah di mana saja... pastu aisyah call... tanya where am i.... pastu aku pun terpakse pegi... sedey plak sbb makcik nih baik... and very peramah... baru dia nak tanye sket abt Islam.. aku dah kene pegi... semoga Allah hantar org lain kat kedai dia... yg best tu... masa aku nak pegi... aku cakap.. laa... im really sorry for not buying anthing from your shop... this is really a great shop.... org tua tu: dont be sorry love.... come again if u wanna go to sydney.... ok.. take care of yourself.... bye... then we hug.... haaaaa best tak????dia peluk aku dgn erat sekali...pastu aku pun lari la kat van sambil pusing blakang lambai kat dia... lambaian gaya ratu cantik columbia... hehhehe... sampai van... derang pun cerita....actually a amir dah jalan dah.... pastu baru derang sedar im not there.... sarah ngan mas yg sedar... hehehhe tapi that moment really touches my feelings... why... because... he seems like my grandma... even my grandma is not that peramah... even she is not peramah at all i think... hehehe... but her face... just remind me to somebody... tapi nasib baik jugak laa aku tak kene tinggal.... hehehhe.... im out of nowhere... kene tinggal sedih beb.. hari2 la makan pisang... hehhe.... and practically become he assistant.. heheh....

if im not working... i want to open up a bakery.... that sells cakes and breads.... the australian way of baking it... i like australian bread.... and of course... a halal one... i want to bake a weding cakes... birthday cakes... puddings.... even in my bakery i want to have a small cafe... where u can buy cakes and eat there.... probably a malaysian style one... where u can get teh tarik... and a bit of a western taste in the cafe where u can also order capucino... mocha... hot choclate... hehehhe

or i want to open a souviner shop... cam memory lane...or lovely lace.... oohhh i love lovely lace.... and selling cards.. birthday cards... and everything to people... presents...

or a book stall... islamic book store... and sell english islamic book coz... its very rare to find one in malaysia... heheh ini lah angan angan.... ntah... something to share...

ok... today is a great beautiful day for somebody.... for suria.. irdayu.... she's 20 today.... i know her back in 2000.... there is just one instinct suddenly something whisper in my heart.... to talk to here.. we had a bit of talking.... at the buaian... blakang mozac.. and then i know that shes a debater also... and shes the head girl also.... we had something in common.... but the most common part is... she agrees with me that.. when Allah gives u something... then He will take something from you... we had practically similar experience... being a head girl in the school... not like by people.... then... debater.... then... alhamdulillah....shes an excellent student ... an me... alhamdulillah i can maintain it... but that is the moment... the moment i know her... the moment.... i talked to her until 2 in the morning... hehheheh then... im off to teluk intan back....

sampai skolah... tulis surat... can u imagine... i can write full 2 pages depan belakang.. to someone i dont even know her father's name... hehheheh then.... she send a bee card to me.... honey.... wow... so cute... and from that moment... we always contact each other.... we comfort each other.... and she is my best buddy....

suria... i know you for the sake of Allah... and i love u for the sake of Allah.... thank you Allah for giving me this great gift.... im not dare to lose this gift.... (hope that this doesnt mean that im selfish)....i see her because of you.... and im not seeing her... i lose her because of U too.... Allah peliharalah persabahatan kami ini... sampai selama lamanya... ameen....

and to suria.... today... again...aku yg tak pernah bosan nak kata kat semua org.... SAYANG SURIA !!!!!! selamat hari jadi yg ke 20... sweet haa.... stay sweet and comel always.... if u need anything.... just call me... i can be your crying shoulder..... if i cant.. just remember that Allah can... and he'll be the best of all...

selamat hari jadi sayang... may Allah bless you... may all your dreams come true... insyaAllah... and if not... Allah knows better... and u'll get the best insyaAllah... coz u r the besttt.... buddy....!!!!