assalamualaikum

hehehhe dah siap map yg lagi satu... jap lagi... tidy up the mineralogy assignment... tomorrow pegi kelas awal.. tanye rod about my interpretation... vivien seems happy about it... hopefully it makes sense.... coz... i didnt get some bit done with that kind of interpretation... but overall it makes more sense to me...

my friend

i have a friend... very close this one.... she trust me... well... as a friend... and i know her when is it??? aahh cant remember but somewhere in my younger days... so.. we always keep in touch with each other... she likes to tell a lot of stuff to me... as a companion i guess.... ok.... basically she had a boyfriend... hahhaha i told her not to do so... but she did it anyway... unfortunately he is not a really good guy.... but she thought that she could change him.... come on girl... who the hell u think u r ... ???? changing a guy.... duh... but... things doesnt work out between them... then she suddenly realise that she has gone out of track..... what she did was... she devorce him... hehehe sound like married couple.... she dumped him.....

she tell me these good things about being single... i admit it.... i think she probably settle down with everything now.... alhamdulillah... hopefully she get back on track.... i call her yesterday.... she told me about her latest news... which is good i think....

a guy had proposed her.... i was really glad to hear that....
me: how do u feel????
her: im freaking out.... u know... his not like the other guy....
me: yeah everyone different...
her: but this one... totally different from the one before.... the more i get to know him... the more i afraid... sometimes i feel like its a burden for me....
me: emmm..... if its a burden forget about it.... face the reality... u dont have to be somebody else....
her: i know.... but.... u know me... i can cook... but im not a great cook.... i can sew...but im not the best tailor.... i can recite the quran.... but im reading like a snail... and a lot of mistakes.....
me: so???? improve yourself.... sorry ... firstly about the proposal... what did u say???? did u accept it....
her: yah i did....
me: ic.... so...ok continue with ur story.... you'll always have my ears on u.....
her: ok.... this guy.... i think he can cook better than me.... he can recite the quran.... a lovely heart melting one... i bet u.... he can do a lot of things... but not just do it.... he also good at it.... i would say very good at it....
me: ok.... so u feel a pressure on u lah.... ic..... nice impression... so he is like... jack of all trades and an expert.... the expert jack of all trades... hehehhe....
her: yah.... i feel like i dont deserve him.... he soo good... and im soo bad...
me: dont say that dear... Allah's created everybody different.... u cant judge someone by their ability to do certain things... maybe u are good at something else... and his not.... dont give a shit abt it.... forget it... do your best to improve urself.... if he wants u... no matter what u r... he'll admit it.... and Allah has stated that.... so.... do your best... dont put a pressure on yourself...

her: yeah.... i also think of that... everything is only happens according to His will.... yeah u'r right.... even if i try so hard to go into the cooking class.... if Allah doesnt want me to be better than him.... He'll never give it to me anyway....

me: thats good.... wait a second... so... are u like couple again??....
her: no.... i just said yes... but i say.... i dont want anything to happen ..... just keep it to myself.... be responsible on my words.... insyaAllah..... its only happens on Allah's will.... im not gonna get it any further this time....
me: fuh.... thats good.... u'll learn the lesson ha?? hehhehe....

so basically that is some of the conversation btwn me and her.... then we were talking about uni stuff.... shes being busy .... i hope that she still maintain her weight.... dont be skinnier.... eat dear.... she sometimes take eating for granted.... duh...

to my dearest beautiful... kind hearted... cute friend.... study smart ok... i know u will.... (shes smarter than me).... forget about the things.... its only happen on the will of Allah... and im happy for u... hopefully this is the best one.... and.... i demand for the first wedding invitation card.... hehheheh.... insyaAllah.... if i still alive... i'll be on ur wedding... mmuuuaaahhhsss