Thursday, December 02, 2004

sepanjang minggu


assalamualaikum warahmatullah. selawat dan salam buat rasul junjungan... meh kita update dgn cerita ceriti sementara komputer belum disconnected lagi ni..


Graduation


I keep thinking why am I so pushy and degil? For me graduation ceremony and convocation is just a small matter. Bukan la bermakna kita tak menghargainya kan, pergi ke tak pergi, sama je.. graduate jugak. Plus the academic transcript tu yg employer akan tgk, not your graduation picture wearing that "ciplak" jubah and topi 4 segi tu..


Tp, sbb inilah yg mewujudkan perbalahan with my parents. Ye la, when I was thinking about the hiring cost ($AUD 85), and so much I can do with this amount of money, ditambah pulak dengan diri ini yg sememangnya tidak kesah dengan bebenda mcm tu, especially when i was thinking 85 bucks for less than 5 minutes walk of fame is unappropriate and just the waste of money.


But, bukan semua org look at things like I do. Setelah dipujuk (dan baru laaa saya sedar yg saya ni degil sbb gene degil tu turun dari ayah saya.. ehehhe), dan dipujuk oleh my family (mak plays a big role on saying all the stuff tp ayah punya action yg membuatkan saya cair gila sampai terpaksa gak ikut), baru laaa I thought of the other side of the story.


Graduation I think, it meant most to the people around you, especially your family. Barula saya teringat that I was the first in the family to go oversea. And baru laa saya teringat yg how people use me as a model (when my pakcik2 tanya anak2 derang yg umur kecik2 ni.. nak jadi pandai mcm siapa, they all answer me laa... (membuatkan saya terkembang lebih besar dari rumah atuk)). Masa ni laa baru terfikir yg it can be such a big motivation to a lot of people, especially my brothers and sister. Ye laaa takkan la dekat budak2 kecik and your sepupu you want to tunjuk your graduation cert and academic transcript (gile pe???). So, I think a picture of you wearing that "prestigeous gown" and a big smile on your face, with your hands holding the graduation stole and extra accessory like a of bouquet of flower - akan memberi impact yg besar to a lot of people.


Finally, I changed my decision - to go for the graduation ceremony. And bermulalah cerita2 kakakku yg tinggal di sini. Girlish stuff, yg comel gak laaa.. I give big credit to kak ros , kak yanti , and kak fidah for being so comel.


Hari-hari terakhirku...


my fav line: Saya nak kemas rumah...
kak ros: kak ros dengar benda tu dari dua minggu lepas lagi...


another fav (but not so fav line): jom kita climb roof top...
Tp, saya dah usha2 a few places yg rasanya tangganya sampai roof top. Hmmm mission lagi satu sebelum balik..

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